When you just feel so damn frustrated, worn-out and angry with a fandom that you want to just tell lists, members and all to shove it up their collective asses.
Then you have to step back, take a breath - and get over it.
Doesn't mean that it's forgotten. And when something ELSE gets said that makes you feel the same way - ironically by the same person - you're right back where you started again. Frustrated, worn-out and angry.
But doing what you feel like - giving into the emotion, it would harm me rather than help. I'd lose my "place" in the whole system - not be the Michael and Vince that I am innately. And it would shadow all that I've done, said and given in the last six years or more.
Why go out like that?
Soooo, deep breath and on we go....
Happy days, and all that crap.
xof
Then you have to step back, take a breath - and get over it.
Doesn't mean that it's forgotten. And when something ELSE gets said that makes you feel the same way - ironically by the same person - you're right back where you started again. Frustrated, worn-out and angry.
But doing what you feel like - giving into the emotion, it would harm me rather than help. I'd lose my "place" in the whole system - not be the Michael and Vince that I am innately. And it would shadow all that I've done, said and given in the last six years or more.
Why go out like that?
Soooo, deep breath and on we go....
Happy days, and all that crap.
xof
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